boo

I have so much junk that I want to blog about, but I psych myself out. Always end up thinking that no body would give a rat's bum about anything I blog about. I am so used to never getting to say what I really want to say, and I am so used to people telling me that my opinions are useless and that whatever I say is pointless. I am SO used to people not caring what I say, that now, I never want to say anything. And it's sad, because I know there are a million, even a billion people out there who feel the exact same way. That is what truly irks me about life. There are always a billion people out there who think they are the worst, but to somebody else, they are the best. 

Today truly sucked.

But that only gives me more drive to make tomorrow

better.